Hello blog, it's been a long while. Sorry for the neglect. Alot has happened since we last talked. Nobody expected a pandemic, and it happened. 2020, lockdown happened everywhere globally. That was when I started to feel depressed. No travelling?? For how long?? And on top of that being worried or should i call it anxious about the kids getting it. I know I am catastrophizing things, but I can't help it.
Working from home during lockdown is the worst thing ever. We were "squeezed" to our brink. Knowing that we got nowhere to go. The deadlines were tighter, we needed to do more. It was hard. On top of that we need to do, teach, clean, and etc. I was not easy.
So all those stress and anxiety took a toll on my health. In March 2022, hubby, no. 1 and I all got in. That whole week I was so tired. Being sick myself, i need to care for the other sick and healthy ones, cook, sanitize. I am at the brink of exhaustion. And on top of that Charlie wanted me to work. So I had to do work for both sides while recovering.
I blame myself for trying to please everyone.
In summary, 2022 was the worst year for me. I pray and hope 2023 would be much kinder.
