What are my thoughts now that I am 6 mths along

Actually I have had many thoughts and some ongoing thoughts. hmm. sounds very complicated.

First of all, I would like to announce no.2's nickname. It will be Cookie, for tough cookie. Cos I walked around seoul and busan until legs feel like falling off, and still Cookie can kick me so hard at times. And we also survived a fall in the bathroom in the 1st trimester. SHHHH.. my in laws and parents doesn't know 'x' And we also survived on plain porridge for 3 days when I had diarrhea (not just diarrhea, I also vomited) just days before CNY. Grr..

Anyway, back to my thoughts..

What I worry most is would our routine will go haywire. I think this is inevitable. What I can do now, is think of how to lessen, reduce the impact. I need to talk to Oink on this.  I really like our dynamics now. We each know our role, and what to do everyday, and the arrival of no. 2 will for sure change this a lot. But oh well, we shall see and re-adjust. I always believe everything will end well in the end.


My next worry, is how will Tomato accept the new addition to the new family. She would have to share the attention, love, time, everything with the new BB. She is always so attached to me. Likes to cuddle up to me. By the time new BB  comes, she will need to share her human. I am ready for the worse, but I hope she will slowly adjust and accept. Remind self that no matter how busy I will be, I need to make some time to spend 1 on 1 time with her.

For this pregnancy, I somehow takes things easier. I do not keep my diet as strict as my first pregnancy (I think that lead to my food poisoning case before CNY 'x'). I moved more, walk more, still carry Tomato sometimes. I knew what to do, what mistake to not repeat. For one thing, I shall pack bb's daddy one more set of cloth this time in my hospital bag, cos I puked all over him during my last labor, and he had no clothes to change until 3 hours later when MIL came... LOL...oops.

Another thing is the gender of the Baby. We know the gender dy. And heard Fil hope this time is a boy. BUT! I cant control all this right.  What will be will be. :)

I worry, I can't love Cookie as I have spent all my love on Tomato. I have this thought earlier on, but I have grew to love Cookie, and am surprised that my heart can be so big and capable of great love.

I missed wearing nice pretty clothes, and have been looking at online boutiques and thinking when-lah can I wear non-loose clothes again. Shopping, I will come back to you soon, I promise..LOL

Let me end this post with a photo of Tomato. This blog need some photos.

AHAHAHAHA....a photo of her showing her mouth full of carbonara 'x' @ sharing planet

Bullying issue

Recently we brought Tomato to a weekend at the beach, we booked a chalet for a night. We asked along Oink's sister and her brood and my in laws.

It was quite pleasant, it was  not as crowded as I expected it to be.

The first day at the pool was fun. We met alot of familiar faces.

The second day, after brunch, we decided to spend our remaining time frolicking in the pool. Our nephew joined us. It was alright until a boy suddenly came charging at our nephew. He was taunting him, pushing him with his float. My nephew was helpless, he was not taught to be mean. So he did what he could, that is to paddle far far away from him. When the bullying boy, can't reach my nephew, he targeted tomato instead! Even though he was told off by adults whom I assume are his parents, he didn't show any sign of backing up. What Oink and I could do was shielding Tomato with our own body. I placed both my arms on Tomato's float and I shot the boy angry looks. Soon, my nephew came back, the bully lost interest and started to chase my poor nephew instead.

After that trip, I can't get the incident out of my mind. It made me worried. What if my tomato is bullied at school, and neither Oink or I is there to protect her?

When the time is right,I think we need to start educate Tomato on how to protect herself.

Nothing

I got NOTHING to blog about. Except for the few photos in my HP.

But forgot to bring cable. 'x'

Very lazy to work lately, holiday mood already. I wonder...Is it just me?Or got others also holiday mood.

I have decided..

not to colour my hair...

AHAHHA!

which is good right? Save money. Save time.

to Colour or not to Colour

I have a sudden urge to do something to my hair.

I did short before.
I did curls before.
I did Aaron Kwok before (High School, don't ask)
I did highlights before.
I always got rebond my hair ( at least nowadays to the hair root).


There's one thing I have never done to my hair. OK, two things may be. The other one is becoming bald WHICH I HOPE WILL NEVER EVER HAPPEN TO ME. *touch wood*

Ok, this one thing that I had never done to my hair is to dye it whole. I KNOW...people do it when they are 17/18, as soon as they left high school. But back then, I really love my jet black hair. Somemore my ever so strict dad drop hints at us to never colour our hair. BLA BLA BLA. But when I started to work. I felt ADVENTUROUS. I totally forgot dad's warning and did HIGHLIGHT. But he didn't say anything ler. I guess he FORGOT also?'x' OR may be he couldn't care less, because at home I am the one with the fashion fashion thingy. And I am the stubborn one.

BUT NOW, I feel like dyeing the whole thing. I see what colour did to others. Coloured hair people look younger and more radiant. If I don't like it, I can still always dye it back to black right?

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. Will see how...........

zap zap zap..

I don't know about you, sometimes I wish I could teleport from one place to another.You know kinda like in the guy in the movie "Jumper" but minus the impact of the "jumping"

There's no need to buy a car. Saves money 'x'. No need pay for petrol. Yippee. By the way, there will an increase of petrol price on 1st September,
so i guess alot of people will spend their merdeka day queuing to buy the cheaper petrol 'x'

I can be anywhere I want to be. *zap* Japan *zap* now Paris *zap* *zap* *zap*
There's no need for airplanes and no need susah-susah to try to buy those FREE seats air tickets.

You don't waste time stuck in a f**ck*** jam. Although the jam here is not as bad as KL or even Bangkok, but still a jam is a jam. And I hate the jam.
Especially when driving home from work. How nice if I could do this : 5.30pm. Pack. *ZAP*. Home sweet home, watching 6pm singaporean series. AHHHH, how nice it would be.

You can escape anytime. When terserempak the last person you wished to see on earth *zap* you are away from him/ her.

*zap zap zap* I wish I am in my bed now, so sleepy..zzz..*zap zap zap* still at work..CISSSSSSSSSS

24/04/07

This is what in my mind now. I'm not really sure at first about having this post up. But I tink its better for me to let it out..will feel better..

Unpleasant thoughts..

Depressing thoughts

SIGH

all these thoughts make me a bit grumpy...


SIGH

Its like the longer i worked at my company, the more work i have, changes to amend, things to follow up, customer's needs to fulfill..bla bla bla..


I actually like my work place, i met some wonderful friends there, only the stress is holding me down, the piles of work, BLECH!

certainly there's more to life than just this?

being really pessimistic lately....not healthy hor?

I hope the long holiday ahead will make me feel better...

haha, as for now, i feel a wee bit better already, cos someone tapao-ed BBQ Chicken Wings for me...

TATA, wanna go eat liao..